I just realized how much more me I am becoming across the dynamics. Machinery is dissolving away. I feel more powerful with ARC and KRC than I have felt ever. I feel more cause over life than I have in a long time. I feel as though I have graduated up to driving the car now rather than being the passenger or back seat driver. This feeling of power is hard to explain as I have not felt like this ever before that I can recall. I have felt in control and cause before, but not without strings attached. I am cutting the ties that bind me to suppression, circuitry, machinery and ridges. I liken it to standing in a sprouting wheat feel in Kansas with nothing around but beautiful puffy clouds, blue sky, sun, fields and space going on forever, versus being in a darkened back alley in the heart of any large city in the USA.
I am truly conquering the matrix of my mind by sitting in a big overstuffed chair, holding two soup cans attached to a meter with a trained specialist using LRH technical material who is asking me stuff and in an instant my life changes forever. There has not been any auditing that has affected me so spiritually ever. Getting a NOTS session daily is like on a MEST level driving around in your brand new Ferrari and making stops along miles of coastline on the ocean with white sandy beaches, warm sun, and beautiful breaking waves and stopping in for 5lb whole main lobsters, huge Alaskan king crab legs all with drawn butter and lemon juice and for desert a real hot fudge Sunday sitting on the deck of this old funky restaurant on the beach of your dreams and when finishing lying in a hammock between 2 palm trees and letting the ocean breeze cause you to have a divine nap and then wake up and drive down the exciting coast with grandeur that I created to my next stop where a 3lb slice of the best prime rib I have ever eaten awaits me at another beach restaurant and hammock and this going on day after day after day. You ask could one tire of such a life. No not unless I desire to tire of it because I am creating these illusions newly every day and the illusions are mine and I am getting better at being total cause over my illusions day after day. NOTS rocks. I’m blown away!!!!! Thanks to LRH for the tech and my auditor John Nunez for all the help getting thru this most incredible level.
Love,
Tom Brown
I just realized how much more me I am becoming across the dynamics. Machinery is dissolving away. I feel more powerful with ARC and KRC than I have felt ever. I feel more cause over life than I have in a long time. I feel as though I have graduated up to driving the car now rather than being the passenger or back seat driver. This feeling of power is hard to explain as I have not felt like this ever before that I can recall. I have felt in control and cause before, but not without strings attached. I am cutting the ties that bind me to suppression, circuitry, machinery and ridges. I liken it to standing in a sprouting wheat feel in Kansas with nothing around but beautiful puffy clouds, blue sky, sun, fields and space going on forever, versus being in a darkened back alley in the heart of any large city in the USA.
I am truly conquering the matrix of my mind by sitting in a big overstuffed chair, holding two soup cans attached to a meter with a trained specialist using LRH technical material who is asking me stuff and in an instant my life changes forever. There has not been any auditing that has affected me so spiritually ever. Getting a NOTS session daily is like on a MEST level driving around in your brand new Ferrari and making stops along miles of coastline on the ocean with white sandy beaches, warm sun, and beautiful breaking waves and stopping in for 5lb whole main lobsters, huge Alaskan king crab legs all with drawn butter and lemon juice and for desert a real hot fudge Sunday sitting on the deck of this old funky restaurant on the beach of your dreams and when finishing lying in a hammock between 2 palm trees and letting the ocean breeze cause you to have a divine nap and then wake up and drive down the exciting coast with grandeur that I created to my next stop where a 3lb slice of the best prime rib I have ever eaten awaits me at another beach restaurant and hammock and this going on day after day after day. You ask could one tire of such a life. No not unless I desire to tire of it because I am creating these illusions newly every day and the illusions are mine and I am getting better at being total cause over my illusions day after day. NOTS rocks. I’m blown away!!!!! Thanks to LRH for the tech and my auditor John Nunez for all the help getting thru this most incredible level.
Love,
Tom Brown
Self Analysis (August 1951): Possibly the best introduction to the subjects of Dianetics and Scientology. Self Analysis contains both a series of essays on the basic discoveries Ron had made up to this point in his research as well as an extensive auditing section that a person can do by themselves right at home. The book contains a special version of the Hubbard Chart of Human Evaluation and a series of tests one can do to discover where you're really at. Then, by applying the processes from the second half of the book, one is guided through a path of self-discovery. At the end, you will re-do the tests to confirm your improvement. How good can you get? These techniques have been in use for more than six decades and Ron referred to them again and again throughout his research, stating that the processes here were capable of curing any neurosis.
This is the starting point for anyone wanting auditing. You will be audited by L. Ron Hubbard himself through the pages of this book.
Find a copy in used bookstores or at Alibris.com, Amazon.com, eBay. Or you can buy a new copy from these Church of Scientology organizations (but once you give them your address they may continue to send you junk mail) Bridge Publications or New Era Publications.
